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[20 Dec 2005|03:56am]
worst birthday ever.
stitch says

[20 Nov 2005|04:23am]
so, i havent updated in a verrry long time, obviously, but i watched sex and the city half the day today and i am in a very carrie bradshaw kind of mood right now. i must admit, i had a really fun time tonight, but at the same time i was reminded of the ghost of my past by a single unsent letter and it brought all these old feelings back to me. but its ok, cuz i have moved past those feelings of hate and its ok. shit happens and people do shitty things to you. its a part of life... to learn how to forgive. as i stood in the shower i was trying to sober up cuz i didnt want to end up as one of those tragic cases of someone drowning in the shower. but i stood there thinking, i am drunk and alone in the shower on a saturday night. its really sad to think about. but its true... the only person to look out for me is me even people who i think care turn out to be easily distracted. but its ok i guess. ill be stronger because of it someday. but for tonight, i am going to end the day the same way i started the day... just me, in my bed, watching some more sex and the city. this all probably sounds really weird cuz its really hard to type right now, but i havent written in a long time so i dont think anyone will read it lol so, goodnight
1 crash landing| stitch says

[04 Jun 2005|10:29am]
oh man. i went to go see moulin rouge last night with Dany and Kyle. I love that movie so much. It was a shadow cast thing. It was pretty cool but i didn't like the guy who was playing ewan mcgregor, he just wasn't into the character and i didn't like the argentine guy that much either. I did like the girl who play satine and the guy zidler, they were pretty good. we watched the movie the way it is supposed to be watched, with a glass of absinthe in one hand lol. anyway, i saw mr. gilley there and said hi. what is with me seeing movies with my teachers? last one i saw was star wars and mr bilka was there. so, today i have to go to work at 6:30 and i don't get off until 1:15 ew. and i don't get to see dany at all cuz he works until 6:30 :( hopefully i get my check card today from the freaking bank. i dunno what is taking so long.
stitch says

[02 Jun 2005|11:56pm]
mmmmm, dany made me an awesome dinner tonight. it was sooo good!



it was the brown paper bag kind of dinner
stitch says

[30 May 2005|12:04pm]
You scored as Padme Amidala.

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Padme Amidala

75%

C-3PO

64%

Anakin Skywalker

58%

Darth Vader

58%

Obi Wan Kenobi

56%

General Grievous

44%

Clone Trooper

44%

Mace Windu

42%

Chewbacca

39%

Yoda

39%

R2-D2

39%

Emperor Palpatine

25%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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stitch says

[07 May 2005|12:17am]
yay! i'm a thespian now! :)
11 crash landings| stitch says

Proud to be a... [29 Apr 2005|05:11pm]
well, i went to uf this morning with the intentions of getting put on a waiting list for on-campus housing cuz it looked like i wasn't going to have a roomie anymore. and i did. and then i took the big step... i paid my deposit, signed the sheet, and handed my decision to the admissions office. it's official. i am a gator. i guess in the end, i knew it would happen. i was worried if i made the right choice leaving the office. but if i really don't like it, i can always transfer somewhere else. my dad made me feel better though. he knows how indecisive i am. he really inspried me today. he was still so proud of his school even 30 years later. and i know he is proud of me because we have this in common now. he is convinced i will fall in love too... we'll see... so after that we walked over to the ticket office to check to see if he paid for the fl/ga tickets cuz today is the deadline. that campus is so huge, i felt so small. turns out he didn't and the deadline is today, so he got that taken care of. today was also the last day for the student ticket lottery, so we took care of that as well. then we headed toward the bookstore to get my first official apparel as a gator and he wanted to get gator mom and dad stuff. it was graduation today so there were a lot of families and people walking around in gowns. it made me excited for graduation. so i got a t-shirt and my dad got mugs and decals, then we ate lunch, and then headed home. i made a very big decision today. i don't know how things will end up, but i know where i am going now. "there is a point where you just have to make a decision and just live with it and deal with it if it wasn't the right thing" all i can do now is hope for the best.
so, i was still worried about my roommate situation, but i just got a call from bethany and it turns out she will be going to uf as well. yay!! i feel so relieved and sad for her that she can't go to her dream school, but we will make the best of it bethany!
ok, i have to go clean my room and maybe start studying
6 crash landings| stitch says

My Last Day in High School [28 Apr 2005|05:24pm]
today was awesome, despite the bad beginning this morning. I had a blast today. these 4 years have flown by. there was so much anticipation about being a senior and it has come and gone already. wow. today i was really down about not knowing if uf is right for me and then 6th period we did the "banana dance" in mr. bilka's class. that was the best ending ever. i think the whole ib senior class was in his room dancing, and watching him dance. we were all just there, together, like the big family we are. it made me happy. i can't describe what an awesome feeling that was looking around that room at all those faces. i didn't cry all day but now thinking back on today and how incredible it was and the last 4 years makes me cry. but even though we don't have to go to classes anymore, we are still going to be back for reviews and testing.
despite all the fights, and all the drama, and all the late nights, and all the work, high school was fun. i had so much fun going to school. i love all my teachers and my friends. i will truly miss that and seeing you guys everyday. i love all of you and i wish you the best in all your futures. we made it!

love,

Ashley
stitch says

[26 Apr 2005|10:29pm]
2 days left of high school...i'm scared as hell about college
stitch says

[13 Apr 2005|10:40pm]
is it bad that i don't like any of the schools i applied to? i have seven options and not one sticks out to me. i 'm really not looking forward to next year. the only reason one did stick out to me was because i was going to be able to live with my best friend, but now even that is up in the air.
i don't even want to go. everyone says it's supposed to be the best years of your life, i don't see how it is though. i don't even care anymore. the places i would want to go i wouldn't be able to afford, and the places i would be able to afford, i don't want to go to.
6 crash landings| stitch says

[12 Apr 2005|10:40pm]
:) ib senior toast!




i love all you guys. you guys are some of the most talented/smartest people i have met.
we have all been through so much these four years. no matter where we go, we will always have these four years together.
1 crash landing| stitch says

eep! [08 Apr 2005|10:54pm]
first day of work tomorrow... i'm nervous
stitch says

[08 Apr 2005|10:29pm]
so, backstreet boys have a new song. that is really exciting! man, THOSE were the days...
stitch says

[08 Apr 2005|10:24pm]
man! friday night flicks is awesome! i had so much fun!
hot dogs, a movie, and drama games = hilarious
1 crash landing| stitch says

[03 Apr 2005|10:59pm]
man. prom is over. no more school dances, ever.




....that's really sad
2 crash landings| stitch says

I love spring [27 Mar 2005|04:19pm]

we have duck eggs in our flower garden!!!  i have always wanted a duck, but my parents won't let me keep one  :(   maybe i will take one and incubate it or something... ha!

this does not look like a very safe nest.  i hope the huge, loud birds don't come and eat them.

 

 

stitch says

brief update [25 Mar 2005|12:36pm]

  • i got a job at the magic kingdom! yay! my first job. i start April 9th



  • i got into boston university! that was my last one. i got into all the colleges i applied to, which makes me think... maybe i should have applied to harvard or something... not that i would be a able to afford it though :/



  • i have a load of homework to do before monday. that really sucks.



  • DANY COMES HOME TODAY :)


3 crash landings| stitch says

[20 Mar 2005|05:54pm]
ok guys... i'm trying a self-tanner right now. wish me luck! lol
1 crash landing| stitch says

[17 Mar 2005|07:24pm]
helloooo! it's been a long time since i posted a real entry. spring break started today at 2:06 cuz we didn't have ToK. I saw the wall today :( how sad. LET'S GRAFFITI THE WALL AND PROTEST! what a bummer, I just checked the weather for daytona for tomorrow... the high is 65 DEGREES! eep! Goin to see Sherwood and This Providence. I'm so excited i think i am going to pee my pants! i really listened to Sherwood on repeat the whole summer in my car after Dany gave me a copy of the cd, and he introduced me to this providence a few months ago. he knows all the best music, how id he so cool? the rest of the break i have nothing planned except shopping and getting a job. i really have to do the latter first cuz well, i have negative money. i owe my mommy big time for my prom dress... i will not disclose that amount, it's quite ridiculous... but it is very big and pretty. i have an interview with disney on monday. if they reject me, that will be the second time i have been rejected from a job lol
my tummy is feeling really bad right now... :( bad dinner... i hope i don't puke.

first night of spring break and i am sitting home...lame! it's kinda nasty out though

for whom it may concern, it looks like i am going to uf cuz i signed a lease for an apartment in gainesville. i visited the campus and was surprised at how pretty parts of the campus were. growing up, i only saw the stadium really. i hope it will be good for me. if not, i can always transfer right? still haven't heard from northeastern or bu... boston would be an awesome place to live...

well, my orals are done for ib yay! i feel so good. i really had been dreading those since 9th grade. i am getting closer and closer to that ib diploma. i can't wait. it's so close guys!

i'm pretty bored tonight ::sigh::
2 crash landings| stitch says

[12 Mar 2005|12:36am]
what an experience...
1 crash landing| stitch says

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